Just say what you said So I can hear it in my head Just say what you said So I can hear it in my head You keep repeating the same lies My minds been racing My heart keeps chasing behind Just say what you said So I can hear it in my head Just say what you said So I can hear it in my head Just say what you said So I can hear it in my head

You get what you give Forget what they did I can't seem to get away I'm not so sure That I've got what it takes To make a change 'Cause lately it takes me Longer to admit Exactly how I've learned to deal with it It's always the same My confidence takes on a fragile Form and shape My fear gets the best of me You get what's left while I'm restless I crash and burn in my dreams One day I hope To be reflected on a frame That claims a space on your shelf Maybe you'll talk me off the ledge On to your balcony instead I can't describe how I feel Is it wrong Is it real My minds been at it again Creating tension with friends I feel like I'm doing too much Even though it's never been enough My minds been at it again Blend in and pretend it'll end I always thought something was off with me But I was wrong I always thought that I'd be missing things But I moved on Now I know that happiness Begins with me and my choices I'm trying to be brave enough to speak On the days that I feel voiceless You said you won't give up But I already did I had every intention to mention That this was it I'm not falling behind I'm just wasting time They say you get what you give So tell me how to deal with it It's always the same My confidence takes on a fragile Form and shape My fear gets the best of me You get what's left I've only got myself to blame I'm not ashamed Even though I'm still afraid I need to be up when I'm down And stop fucking around It's all one in the same My fear gets the best of me One day I hope To be reflected on a frame That claims a space on your shelf Maybe you'll talk me off the ledge On to your balcony instead

'Cause I'm not who I use to be When I'm with you And you're with me It doesn't matter which lies That we tell ourselves 'Cause the truth we deny Doesn't seem to help It doesn't matter which lies That we tell ourselves Between you and me I know that things seem complicated I know that things were left unsaid I never thought I'd be someone you hated But between you and me You're better off Sit back and relax Is what she's telling me Press your lips against the glass Until there's chemistry Sit back and relax Is what she's telling me 'Cause I'm not who I use to be But I am always in my way And I hate all the things I say But I am always in my way I'm always in my way And I can't seem to shake this I guess I'll do my best To fake it, too It doesn't matter which lies That we tell ourselves 'Cause the truth we deny Doesn't seem to help It doesn't matter which lies That we tell ourselves Between you and me I know that things seem complicated I know that things were left unsaid I never thought I'd be someone you hated But between you and me You're better off These days it's strange You exist in the peripheral There's just a scar or two left From the physical If I could trace my finger From north to south I'd head west and drink an ocean To wash your name out of my mouth 'Cause I'm not who I use to be When I'm with you And you're with me And I can't seem to shake this I guess I'll do my best To fake it, too I know that things seem complicated I know that things were left unsaid I never thought I'd be someone you hated But between you and me You're better off You're better off thinking your right You're better off And I'm better off saying goodbye You're better off You're better off You're better off You're better off You're better off It doesn't matter which lies That we tell ourselves 'Cause the truth we deny Doesn't seem to help It doesn't matter which lies That we tell ourselves Between you and me I know that things seem complicated I know that things were left unsaid I never thought I'd be someone you hated But between you and me You're better off But between you and me You're better off dead These days it's strange You exist in the peripheral There's just a scar or two left From the physical If I could trace my finger From north to south I'd head west and drink an ocean To wash your name out of my mouth

I've been wasting time Watching years go by 'Cause I've been conditioned To obey and listen It feeds my addiction I've been wasting time Watching years go by 'Cause I've been conditioned To obey and listen It feeds my addiction So welcome to the flawed life Of love and grief You had me thinking I wouldn't be anything It took some time To unsee the things I've seen But now I'm focused Like you're focused on me Everybody is so easily distracted But can they practice what they preach Everybody is so easily distracted But can they practice what they preach So what you going to say about me That I haven't told myself before 'Cause I'm not losing myself Is it worth it with your back against the wall I'm not willing to give this all up 'Cause I'm not losing myself So welcome to the flawed life Of love and grief You had me thinking I wouldn't be anything It took some time To unsee the things I've seen But now I'm focused Like you're focused on me 'Cause I know That I'm never looking back 'Cause I'm never getting back All the things I've lost intact I keep lying awake Not sure how long I'll take I've been holding on For something more Before I break It doesn't matter what I do They'll talk about what I've done I shouldn't waste my breathe on you But these fucks I give I'd still give you none So in the end was it worth it Jesus Christ You saw the world as a burden So you left us to rot and die I live my life with one purpose To sacrifice I wake up every morning Cursing your god I'm still alive I'm so sick of this shit 'Cause every chance that I get Is just a swing and a miss You thought I'd list off Everything that's pissed off me But I can barely breathe Even when she's next to me So in the end was it worth it Jesus Christ You saw the world as a burden So you left us to rot and die I live my life with one purpose To sacrifice I wake up every morning Cursing your god I'm still alive I keep lying awake Not sure how long I'll take I've been holding on For something more Before I break I keep lying awake Not sure how long I'll take I've been holding on For something more Before I break