I've been wasting time
Watching years go by
'Cause I've been conditioned
To obey and listen
It feeds my addiction
I've been wasting time
Watching years go by
'Cause I've been conditioned
To obey and listen
It feeds my addiction

So welcome to the flawed life
Of love and grief
You had me thinking
I wouldn't be anything
It took some time
To unsee the things I've seen
But now I'm focused
Like you're focused on me

Everybody is so easily distracted
But can they practice what they preach
Everybody is so easily distracted
But can they practice what they preach

So what you going to say about me
That I haven't told myself before
'Cause I'm not losing myself
Is it worth it with your back against the wall
I'm not willing to give this all up
'Cause I'm not losing myself

So welcome to the flawed life
Of love and grief
You had me thinking
I wouldn't be anything
It took some time
To unsee the things I've seen
But now I'm focused
Like you're focused on me

'Cause I know
That I'm never looking back
'Cause I'm never getting back
All the things I've lost intact

I keep lying awake
Not sure how long I'll take
I've been holding on
For something more
Before I break

It doesn't matter what I do
They'll talk about what I've done
I shouldn't waste my breathe on you
But these fucks I give
I'd still give you none

So in the end was it worth it
Jesus Christ
You saw the world as a burden
So you left us to rot and die
I live my life with one purpose
To sacrifice
I wake up every morning
Cursing your god I'm still alive

I'm so sick of this shit
'Cause every chance that I get
Is just a swing and a miss
You thought I'd list off
Everything that's pissed off me
But I can barely breathe
Even when she's next to me

So in the end was it worth it
Jesus Christ
You saw the world as a burden
So you left us to rot and die
I live my life with one purpose
To sacrifice
I wake up every morning
Cursing your god I'm still alive

I keep lying awake
Not sure how long I'll take
I've been holding on
For something more
Before I break
I keep lying awake
Not sure how long I'll take
I've been holding on
For something more
Before I break